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Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Today I am losing one of my best friends in this world.  My Thai, who has been my heart and constant for these last 12 1/2 years.  

I am broken.

40 comments:

Cristen said...

I am so sorry! I'm sending you hugs and prayers!!

a blog about the little things said...

oh, I am saddened to hear you are losing your beloved Thai. I know the preciousness of their sweet little lives, how they immerse themselves into our hearts.
Sending you healing for your broken heart. xox

elly said...

So sorry to hear this, hey. Happy thoughts, she was clearly much loved.

Beth said...

sending love, light & peace your way and such gratitude for the faithful companions that we have in this life- always for too short a time

Valerie @ LilyEmmeJewelry.com said...

Hang in there : ( I have lost 2 pets this year, you have my condolences. Sending strength and hugs your way.

jordan said...

Oh kelly, i'm so sad to hear this. Please feel the hugs i'm sending you and know that i'm more than sure you're making the right decision for Thai. Nothing could be more difficult. take care of yourself
Jordan

Clare said...

My heart is hurting for you. Sending peaceful thoughts your way.

Dee said...

xo
Thinking of you...

layla may said...

sending you so much love xxx

Brandi said...

I'm so sorry.
Sending hugs and love.

thewindhover said...

so sorry to read this... sending much love your way xx

Cat said...

oh my friend
I am so sorry to hear this
I went through this last month with our little princess doggy....not an easy day
but you have not lost her my friend
she will forever remain with you...

I will share with you what I said to Uma....
"You have done your job and I am grateful for that...thank you for the love (and the drama) you were happy, we were happy I thank you for that...now I let you go to do what it is you must do....it is time"

crap
it was hard
my husband couldn't even go with me
now of course regrets that
but a wonderful thing happened later that night
he and I went down to the river with her collar
we had a little goodbye ceremony and throw her collar into the rive
and then we wnt out for dinner
we were sitting on a deck over looking the river and a little spider decided to join us from above and we were both looking at it when I have this overwhelming feeling of Uma...the voice inside me said..said it out loud, so I shared with S my feeling and he said he had the same feeling too...it was like Uma was using the spider to let us know she was ok...it was a real moment for us....

holding all of you today
as you take this difficult road
what a good mammy you are : )
I grieve her along side of you♥

love and light

Cinder said...

I'm sorry....

Joyful said...

So sorry for you. It has been years now since I lost my furry friend. She was a beautiful and gentle furry friend. I cried and cried. The heart heels though we don't forget them and their love for us and ours for them. Hugs. xx

bon*bon said...

Awwwww- Sweetie baby!
I'm so sorry to hear this. It's soooooo hard and soooo painful. May you find some comfort knowing you made Thai's life incredibly wonderful because you were in it!!!!
Sweet hugs and love to you...potatoes xo

helensarahvaughan said...

I am so sorry

Laura said...

Oh Kelly...my heart is breaking for you! I am so so very sorry! Breathing in your sorrow and loss and breathing out loving memories and hugs to you.

Allisunny S. said...

I am with you
I am with you
I
am
with
you
.

Love
.

Taddyporter said...

Be brave sweet girl, you can do this.

Sending all my love to you today.

XO, Taddy

veee said...

honey honey my sweet love

my soul sits with you now

allowing the bigness of thai and your love to be witnessed

no words
just being together in open space

with tenderness...i'm there





Snailentina said...

Ugh, big love going your way today. Goodbye Thai, we've enjoy your photos and adventures with Umber.

Valérie said...

i'm so sorry... :(
hugs...

kathleen van buskirk said...

such terrible news. im sorry for the loss of his beautiful soul.

pencilfox said...

i weep for your broken heart.

be with thai.

just. be.

and be in the moments thereafter: thai is leaving you in body only....

xo

Brittany said...

:( i'm sorry love. a very sad thing. my prayers are with you!

Janel said...

OH sweet Kelly! So very sorry. It's too soon to say goodbye. I am here with you now. Will keep you in thought, heart and spirit as you move thru this journey. It just plain sucks a$$ though!

Lizzie Derksen said...

As Taddy said, you CAN do this. I'm just so very sorry, for both you and Thai, that you have to.

Libellula Jewelry said...

I am so sorry. I've been down that road with furbabies of my own and it's never easy.

I wish you peace.

bev said...

I too was owned for many years by an extraordinary feline. I send you healing thoughts and furry hugs.

Hello lovelies, i'm Petra said...

Oh dear, i'm so sorry for your great loss! Sending you warm blanket of love and some light to cope through this.
I lost my beloved cat few months ago...still miss him so much...today i had a dream i was digging up his grave 'coz i had found a medicine to make him alive again...

MJ said...

what a beautiful kitty and little angel, may her passing have been peaceful and much much love to you as you mourn
xo

prairiegirl said...

Oh Kelly. Frame that picture...there's joy in both faces and sweet memories. It'll remind you everyday. Letting your soul kitty go is one of the hardest things you'll ever do. I know this. I KNOW this. You brought handsome Thai as much comfort as he brought you, and knowing this, you can peacefully part. Love XO

m said...

Oh, sister. Sending nothing but love.

The Noisy Plume said...

Oh no! Will miss those green, ocean eyes. All love, sister.
XX

Amy said...

So sad. So sorry.

Sandra Dunn said...

praying your pain will ease and your heart will heal. it's such a hard thing. they're our babies, our faithful friends.

Fredrika Johnson said...

I am so sorry for your loss. A warm hug!

julianna avila said...

i believe there's a special heaven for animals full of all of their favorite things & that part of their souls embed themselves into ours when they leave this realm~you'll always be connected. sending you consolation & compassionate love....

Sara said...

Hope you are being kind to yourself and letting the grief happen. hugs.

emmy d said...

Love, prayers and heartache your way.... I don't know what I'd do without my furry girl!